I'm soooo mature!!!

The color is PINK since I'm feeling REALLY girly with out my boys here!! :) The first night they left I stayed at my Mom's house. But last night I worked up the guts to stay at home all by myself. I was totally fine until American Idol was over.. then it started getting dark.. and bed time was approaching. I checked to make sure EVERY window was closed about 5 times.. no joke. Maybe a little obsessive compulsive.. but anyway. Once I got in bed I was good.. watched my Newlyweds Dvd. Very fun. It was so nice .. I think I may even do it again tonight. Remind me, WHYYYY did Nick and Jessica have to get divorced?!?